I'm an intelligent, handsome, affluent middle-aged guy. I could find a "normal" girlfriend if I really wanted to (I've had many in the past and I've been married). But I'm only attracted to providers now. Can't figure out why.It seems that the "bad boy" inside me can only come alive with providers. He's not really bad (e.g., he's not into S&M), he just likes sex without love or involvement, he likes attractive, young submissive women who are mildly kinky.
When I've gotten into relationships with providers, I tend to get confused because my "good boy" treats them nicely but their "bad girl" doesn't treat me nicely.
Anybody relate to that split?